27 May 2012

shine

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i know i'm being totally random here. and it's kinda embarrassing but... i don't know how to operate the TV-s in my house. i mean every single one of them.

ever since my dad bought the new ones cos the old 7-year-old televisions already got damn lot problems, i've never tried to put any effort in learning how to deal with those stuffs cos they got those lots cables (read : LOTS. like caging up 10 snakes in a corner) and remotes. and... most of the time i end up asking my little sister to help me instead. so i can only watch tv if my dad, mom or she's around. actuallyyy, i can switch those local channels but not the astro ones or dvd or idk what modes av modes tv modes. people like to complicate things. le sighhhh!

and then. i think i'm the only person who's so looking forward to holiday. you know, people have purpose, like target or goal for exams. and mine is basically, simple: i want to do well in exams for the sake of fully enjoying my holiday. i definitely don't want to have those gloomy mood surrounding my mind during my break because i do bad in my exams. so, nuff said! hehehe!

i mean, who wouldn't love holiday! it's the time when you can do things that you love to do, anywhere and anytime. AND it's the only time when you can sleep for 12 hours like a pig and no one's gonna care about you! *excited*

SO i've made a list of important things i want to do during holiday:
1. practice for the upcoming festival in sg
2. p2s1.
3. outreach again, 3rd june!
4. sketch trim stick cut collage. you know what i mean
5. sg with my friends from music school! :3

june's gonna be aweeesuuummm~

23 May 2012

come on

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why on earth are my classmates calling me "hot summer"!

i mean i don't like it. we were having blackout at school and it was so bloody hot that everyone was grumbling and such and then i sang the hot summer song by f(x) and it was short just the "hot summer, ah hot hot summer" and now ppl call me with that nickname. oh God WHY.

18 May 2012

:) :( :)

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i feel utterly guilty neglecting all those bbm-s and short messages in my phone. and there were about 40 unread bbm chats icons appearing on my wallpaper three days ago (excluding the i-don't-count-how-many unread sms-s whose notifications luckily, do not work) which i didn't bother reading, opening and checking (though i deleted all of 'em alrdy last night)

i know i shouldn't do this. and no one should either. it's like brushing ppl off. i wasn't like this, previously.

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i just finished reading kinsella's "i've got your number" last night (and i promise i will not start with another novel as it's approaching exams soon or else i won't know how to stop) and it's hillarious. kinsella's, like always! what's funny is how poppy wyatt always puts emoticons like :) ;) or the xxxoxoxoxoxxx under her texts cos she's afraid that people won't like her. (which is just like me, minus the xoxoxo. i put emoticons when replying texts or chatting, becos.. idk! i just feel like using 'em cos they make your conversations seem less serious) and then she meets this guy who never (or rarely) uses emoticons and how he finally puts them in the texts sent to her. and that guy is just.. hahaha so funny.

ok i should stop being so talkative. cya!

14 May 2012

abcdefghijklmnopqrstuvwxyz

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hey why i've never thought of this brilliant idea before. i always want to write some random sentences on twitter or my blog, but i don't want ppl to understand 'em. so basically for some hidden stuffs i'm simply gonna write them in this way :

hajfh oahsbe jenkfl hdieol jqiadco!!!

i know that is absurd. and i hope no one can solve it!

13 May 2012

nomnomnom

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i know my sin is gonna be tripled by posting this. but, enjoy! :B







10 May 2012

mandibular prognathism

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you know what scares me the most? dentist. i have this.. eternal aversion.

especially after the doctor said that i have this so-called malocclusion : misalignment of teeth or incorrect relation between the teeth of the two dental arches. *wikipedia* underbite. lower jaw protruding. gosh i feel so erudite with all those medical terms (i just did a wholeee research about those stuffs) try searching for it!

i was like... so desperate before. why is it so unfair? why some people don't need to wear braces? why can they have those perfect aligned teeth? double you eich why. WHY!

then i tried to search via google about mandibular prognathism (i should gain extra credits from my bio teacher), the case i'm suffering from. after browsing through pictures of ppl's teeth (i'll never do this anymore becos... forget about it), i found out that.. after all, mine ain't that bad. though it's still ugly. but at least, i have something to be grateful of.

then my dentist told me that i'll need to have 2 of my molars extracted so that the braces can pull my lower teeth inside. i hate all those dentistry equipments. they're my primary sources of fear. you know, those goosebumps. i really wish i could be a bit like my sisters, who imo, are brave. maaann. i feel completely. utterly useless.

but the thing isss, i really wish to get my braces OFF. i miss the feeling of having those smooth teeth without the brackets, bands, wires.

and anyway. if the 10 years ago me was brave enough to have her baby front tooth extracted, why not the current me. if my 12 y.o. sister could be that calm when she had her molar pulled out, why not me. someone who is obviously bigger in size, older than she is, and theoretically, should be her example.

hence, for all those reasons. i think... i have made my decision. no more hiding from my dentist. if she wants to extract my teeth, then go ahead. well, pain is always compulsory!

CHALLENGE ACCEPTED.

09 May 2012

harimau asma

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i wonder how some ppl manage to look good in every single picture they're tagged in on facebook. i wonder HOW. even when they're in the most awkward position! do they attend special courses that teach them how to look decent at all time. if really it's so, i'd be extreeemmeeellyyyy glad to have one!

anyway we played a random game at school today. everyone was asked to write list of words and then some of us were ordered to perform those words in front and let the class guess what the words were. then i was asked to represent my group. and seriously. that was totally absurd.

1. harimau asma (tiger with asthma)
i'm glad no one took the video!

2. kim jong kook (running man's crew)
like seriously. KIM JONG KOOK? so after having a deep long consideration, i decided to run in small steps (it's running man isn't it) and squat (jong kook = jongkok = squat). but theeennn! they thought it was marathon competition or whatsoever. but well thank God they were eventually smart enough to guess the words right!

3. korek lubang hidung
i wrote this down on my paper in hope that someone else would be given those words! but... but... my teacher picked those for me! lesson learned : should not write embarrassing words anymore next time. it's like you throw a ball but it bounces back to you!